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Contagious Loathing

by Without Me

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1.
fuck god fuck life fuck all of you the fucking disease we are is fucking repulsive as all hell and it stenches the fucking death ridden planet we fuck and consume and do it all over again and again you selfish fucking weak and frightened fucking pathetic creatures you decaying rotting bacteria fucking scum you think you're worth any amount of bullshit that spews in between that thick insignificant skull of yours fuck you not one of you cares too busy fucking yourselves with the incognito you hold dear oh look at you so "lovely" so "caring" fucking bullshit nothing has any meaning you god damn fucking puppet dance for them dance for yourself you fucking sad sad awful horrendous fucking joke ha ha so fucking funny make them laugh make the fucking parasites laugh and smile as they rot away why haven't we killed ourselves off yet this human fucking disease fucking disgusting vomit it up vomit up what you needed to survive you don't deserve to be alive what "significance" "importance" do you hold acquire what thoughts do you claim to be "yours" which "group" do you belong to we all die and all we do while we are alive is kill and destroy so "significant" so "important" who gives a fuck too late the ride has already been set to drive and the edge of the cliff is in sight as we plummet down down down down down down down down into through the earth destroying mother nature for giving us life the people the "people" the parasites always need more they need more they "need" more and they do not care what is destroyed or lost as long as they continue even if it means the extinction for the future as long as it is not their future they don't give a fuck
2.
I joke around to get that smile. Where laughter lies so does happiness. You must sense the coldness in my grin. How forced it feels to smile. How natural it feels to want to die. Happiness and laughter are that of a delusion. Delusions are temporary. Truth is permanent. Life is temporary. Life is a delusion. Life is a fucking lie. Death is permanent. Death is the truth. Death is reality. Accept Acceptance.
3.
Misled 01:05
I was led to be fed to the wolves. How much suffering and torment I had endured. How long I had drank to the end of each bottle slowly killing myself to ease the pain. And if I had decided to turn, the ones responsible for my anguish and turmoil would not be in vain. They should be thankful for my forgiving soul that they still breathe and walk the earth.
4.
Misanthropy 01:55
My life is a broken record on repeat. Break the vinyl and shove the sharpened remnants across my throat. Deeper. Deeper. Not deep enough. It's never deep enough. My purpose is to slowly burn. Go through the cycle. Finish the cycle. I can feel the heat rising and smell my flesh incinerating. Go through the cycle. Finish the cycle. I hope everyone suffers. If karma exists, burn me out of existence. As long as they suffer, do what you will with my life. I hate humanity. All lying parasites. Feeding upon the losses of others is their grandeur. I'm glad that nothing lasts forever. I'm glad that everyone dies.
5.
Wasted my time. Wasted my money. Wasted my dreams. Wasted my chance. Lied to my face. No fucking care. No mother fucking concern. Engulfed in despair. Engulfed in depression. Engulfed in fucking remorse. Fucking failure. Shouldn't have tried. At least I wouldn't know I would have failed. I want to die but won't kill myself. So others won't hurt themselves and blame me for their pain. This is what I get to experience, my time around. This is what I get to feel, while I am alive.
6.
Biophobia 02:01
Is it possible to explain? You cannot feel what I do. How the sounds have changed and vision becomes altered. Distraction. Along this path of life I have been derailed through agony and suffering. Lost, stumbling through with my head down. Claustrophobic isolation. Paranoid sorrow. Horrified is a noose around my neck. Reality doesn't exist anymore. Trust doesn't exist anymore. Meaning, purpose, hope, all gone. I am not who I wanted to be. I am who I had to be. For if I was who I wanted to be, I would have killed myself long ago. Distraction. I do not want to think about being alive. My life is looking through a window watching passers-by. If I ever had a grasp it slipped between the cracks. I should have killed myself long ago. (It's too late.)
7.
Borderline 00:55
I would like to think I am in control, but my mind will react in dire times to defend. And in that trance I may become someone or something that will not resemble me. Even now I can feel this entity calling out, "It's okay. It's going to be okay. It will be better this way. You do not need to fear me. I am here to protect you. Remember, you created me."
8.
Death; It seems to be the only thing I think about anymore. I can taste it on my lips. I lick up against my gums. It's sweet, without the bitter. It's rich, without being blatant. It's hesitant, yet impatient. It's independent, but dependable. Insistently exquisite. Death; Enticing.

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released December 8, 2014

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